..:: Control ::..

Alright, so after my incredibly dark post yesterday, I've actually done well.

I'm weird like that; just needing to get it all out and then I can be fine.

Anyways,

The plan today was to fast, and so far it's been going alright.

I was so out of it, I forgot to pack water.

So when lunch rolled around, I had the only thing in my bag; a juicebox.

10 Calories.

I also forgot to pack gum, -_-

But I did find a Lifesaver in my bag.

15 Calories.

(For a fucking Lifesaver.)

But, as soon as I got home I had a nice glass of ice water.

Now, I just have to get by dinner.

It's tricky because my mom likes to have dinner at the dining room table...

But, I'll probably just "happen" to hop in the shower right before dinner time.

Usually works.

So the total is 25 calories.

And I feel back in control.

(Which, btw, is a great song by Metro Station<3)

I know I'm kind of talking to myself with this whole blog thing,

but it makes me feel better,

so why the hell not.

I'll see how I feel in the morning, but I'll probably continue the fast as best I can.

Not one more sound
Let your hair down
Take the low road
No one will know

~Metro Station :]