..:: 12 Down, 14.5 To Go ::..

This world's an ugly place,

But you're so beautiful to me.

~Blink-182

I love that line. [:

120's at last! Which means 12 pounds down, 14.5 to go.

I'm just barely in the 120's, but I'm still happy about it.

Monday.

Scale reads: 130

Calories: 195

Tuesday.

Scale reads: 130

Calories: 0

Wednesday.

Scale reads: 129.5

And it would have been another 0 if my mom didn't make

us eat cheeseburgers at the table for dinner last night,

ending the fast before it really even started.

I don't like to eat mid-fast and then return to fasting,

it just makes me more hungry.

So I might start another one next week.

Thursday.

Scale reads: 129.5

Tomorrow night is my friend's birthday.

And of course we're going out to eat.

Other than that, this weekend is Halloween.

I love all the costumes and scary stuff and everything,

but why does the holiday have to revolve around candy?

I'm going to try really hard

not to let this weekend go to hell like the last one.

And tomorrow I'll keep the cals to a minimum before the restaurant -

I don't want to skip meals because it will slow down my metabolism

and that certainly won't help.

Thank you all for the comments and support,

it means the world to me.

Good Luck, and Stay Strong.

We can do this.