..:: Can't Be Saved ::..

Go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
and drink yourself to happiness.

I'm stuck in a coma,
stuck in a never ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up
and realize I made up everything.

~Senses Fail

Getting drunk is simple.

Easy.

Drank Sunday night,

weighed in two pounds lighter the next morning,

pushed through early shift at work.

Drank last night

alotalotalot

Woke up with a hangover,

and an added half pound.

That's what I get for pushing my luck.

I don't know how I feel.

I need to stop longing for where I was,

and just get back there.

I did it once,

I can do it again.

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow.

That scale is always the meanest.

Going for a run, I think.

I'll give myself nice cramps,

and pains,

and come home and do more exercises

because I've been so

badbadbad.

That's all, really.

Sorry loves.