..:: Reckless Abandon ::..

On and on, reckless abandon.
Something's wrong, this is gonna shock them.
Nothing to hold on to.
We'll use this song to lead you on,
And break the truth with more bad news,
we left a scar, size extra large.

~Blink-182

So, I haven't been on as much as I would like to be.

Then again, I rarely am.

Wednesday was amazing.

I went to Warped Tour with T and had a blast.

I had a piece of toast that morning and then nothing else.

Running around and jumping all day, living on nothing

but water felt great.

I'm not light enough to crowd surf yet,

but someday I will be.

For a couple weeks and for July 4th I was on vacation with my family.

They ate A LOT.

I think I did okay considering the circumstances,

especially with the fact that the words from

my friend with the heart condition

will not leave me alone.

So far, my summer has been a lot of drinking (too much),

walking, partying, making out, sneaking out,

late nights and not much sleep.

Ya know, typical teenage bullshit.

But it's been great :]

Now to the important stuff.

Not eating has been becoming easier lately for some reason.

I mean, I still get cravings and stuff,

but it's a lot easier to talk myself out of it,

or just go for some fruit.

I like the mind set that I'm in right now, and hopefully I can keep it up.

I get my braces off next month, and if I keep losing weight,

I'll be a whole new person in time for junior year.

So in all, I'm doing okay.

Like, actually okay.

I'm in a good mood and everything is going right for once.

Although I probably just cursed myself, haha.

I hope you're all doing okay as well.

Stay Strong, Good Luck.