..:: Make Me Wanna Die (&Pictures)::..

I'll never be good enough, you make me wanna die.
And everything you love, will burn up in the light.
Every time I look inside your eyes (burning in the light)
Make me wanna die.
I'll die for you my love, my love. I'll lie for you my love, my love.

~The Pretty Reckless

So it's been like a month since my last post,

how unusual.

Anyways, I've been steadily losing about

half a pound a day for a good week now,

which is just fine with me.

I've been purging a lot lately,

crying, getting anxious, and don't have any motivation

for anything really.

Except this.

This is the one thing I never give up on in my life.

Sure, I have bad days,

but I always set myself back.

I need to lose more,

I need to be in control.

Here are some random pictures

of my.. progress, I guess.

Surprised I didn't squish all of them to death?

Me too.

Stubbornly refusing to let it be summer.

Where will I hide all my fat?

Took this earlier today.

I know it's rather unimpressive,

but small victories count too, right?

Anyways, I'll post some pictures of myself

on my next post too.

And I'm really not trying to post this

infrequently, and I hope none of you

are taking it personally or anything.

I just feel very inadequate next to you lovelies,

and don't usually have anything impressive to say.

My social anxiety carries even into the

anonymous blogging world.

But I will try to post more, especially since

I won't have school and my main focus will be

LOSING.

Good Luck, Stay Strong,

Hope you lovelies are all doing okay.